JESUS Leads Me Through Rcovery With ORMUS

11-23-09
I am like the ormus element, you cant contain me! It has always been difficult for me to be still. My mind wanders continually some times even in my sleep, although it has been difficult with the content of my dreams in the last decade. Struggle and some times numbness to take the pain away from all that I saw! The tears the sorrow and lost sense of hope. The world needs hope it needs a real miracle!
Last night I was in my own space not thinking about the ormus but about the people in my life. I had already written this first two pages of this piece and had had a spiritual experience of connecting with my loved ones who had passed on. My brother who dies on the mountain came to me and I could feel him there touching me as if to hug me and I cried, as I cried, my father’s spirit came and held me and told me how much he loved me and was proud of me and that I must continue forward with what it is I must do and to trust the spirit to guide me. The next moment I was in the presents of my mother! I have had many dreams of being again with my mother, My mother suffered greatly in this world but she never stopped loving! She did how ever like to gamble a bit and play games! Nothing addictive, she just liked the challenge of it, to use her mind as she could not use her body as well! Me they couldn’t get me to sit still to play a game, I was always off in my mind even as a young person. Someone was always pulling me back yelling "Joni, it’s your turn!" I still find it difficult to play games as I have been to busy creating the game in my mind!
When I was a child I loved pretending to be a horse! Even to the point of giving my siblings rides on my back running around the yard being a horse! At that moment, I was a horse! I believe we can have the wisdom to see our way through the passages of our mind if we can get to the point were we can see the different doors! And to chose from those doors which one you want to go through. Just pick one! I have walked through many doors in my mind. I have tried on others shoes. I have died along with the peoples who's hand I held as they crossed over! I have seen the energy light go out from the eyes as the spirit left the body! I have felt your pain for I have watched you from with in your heart as you struggle to find your way home to me! The voice of God is in me the truth of love is the power greater then all else! loves energy is what drives the universe!
The mono-atomic elements like the wind swirl and turn and fly and move around and through every thing. The flow of that current is flowing through our bodies as we our selves move about causing more energy to flow. That energy has increased the energy in me and I am feeling the love of a thousand generations reaching out to me ready to lend a guiding spirit! Love is like the key to drive the car you are in. The car is fueled with positive energy and negative energy! The spirit energy we carry around in this car or body is mixed with positive and negative energies. As pressure of indecision between love and hate or anger, negative energy builds and pushes in on your heart or love; for what ever that reason is, causing friction it causes movement in the mind the heart and the soul, that energy some times bursts into rage some time forgiveness! You are the creator of that universe! This is the movement, just like what I said about pain moving us. The idea is to find the balance so that we can glide and be carried smoothly across the plain of this wilderness we are traveling through! The game is to follow the yellow brick road to the streets paved with silver and gold where awaits you a gift so rare that even as you lay next to the one you love they may not eat of this truth,( manna) as you do and will be lost to suffer more in this life of seek and find, knock and the doors might open.

With ORMUS the connection to this spirit is stronger, it is so strong that it is difficult for me to want to stop and write this as I just want to be out there with the energy flowing, flying freely and abundantly! I sought and found ORMUS, I knocked and the door opened, I was freely given the manna of life and I am now being made whole! By the whole of ORMUS not of just my own understanding but through the spirit who is in all of you reading this and beyond I find that strength to move accordingly as the spirit guides me. The spirit of love I have found so strong here I feel as if I have come home! Namaste to you all! And thank you!

One thing the door opened to was the feelings in my body! The feelings of orgasm! I feel that people who are connecting to spiritual orgasm with elation with or with out ejaculation are feeling the bodies sensation to pleasure, even from just a thought! Not unlike the biological effects the body has when yawning or taking in large amounts of oxygen . The response to pleasure is to; take in a lot of oxygen, this stimulates the brain and connect to that space in time, were past memory lead you Back to the origin of time, called 'God' to most, and taps into the power of the universe which returns a massive surge of energy coming back to you that not unlike being shocked by electricity the body acts in a similar way by contracting at the same time you feel the warm energy of love, creation, power, … And any thing else good your mind can see! I have always lived in my mind! Sense the ORMUS my body has experienced so many feeling of elation, as well as multiple orgasms just by think of something or of someone! This is all healing to my body. I used orgasms to get though my withdrawal from the narcotics. After a hot shower to relax the tensions then walk off into the theater of my mind, and gained multiple orgasms, and I was able to finally rest! I look forward to feeling my way through this energy source or sources! I feel with every thought and every feeling I move closer to that source which holds me in its loving arms when I cry and keeps me safe from harm as I move through this life; anticipating wonders! The ORMUS I feel has tuned me into that power at a greater magnitude then I have ever imagined! Here is something I wrote the other night when I was going through a connection of elation, I jut now found it and didn't even remember it at first reading it, then it all came to me. I also have included a quote from something I read.

I Am A Vessel That Carries The Spirit Of Love

I am a vessel that carries the spirit of love, always longing to rise up to be with him the one who sent me, feeling his love flow down upon me like a soft gentle breeze swirling around me touching me oh so intimately! I feel my mind leave this place for that time and climb with him to the peaks of eternity! Oh so briefly I am transformed to energy of oneness! Like an orgasm between to lovers! I long to live there! I see his messages every where, in my mind, in nature, in music and word, and in you! A life of love sees much pain and tears, the heart of compassion wants to kiss those tears away! Can I kiss your tears away? Let me love you just as you are with all your self both light and dark. I will stand with you in the dark and light your way! Love me for I love you! Compassion gives to those in need and truly wishes to take that pain away, even if for a brief moment! I need you and you need me, there are so many lonely people who are waiting to have some one give a hug, a smile, a listening ear and an open heart! I am a vessel of the spirit of love!

Quote:

"All Yoga is a turning of the human mind and the human soul, not yet divine in realization, but feeling the divine impulse and attraction in it, towards that by which it finds its greater being. Emotionally, the first form which this turning takes must be that of adoration. In ordinary religion this adoration wears the form of external worship and that again develops a most external form of ceremonial worship. This element is ordinarily necessary because the mass of men live in their physical minds, cannot realize anything except by the force of a physical symbol and cannot feel that they are living anything except by the force of a physical action. We might apply here the Tantric gradation of sadhana, which makes the way of the pasu, the herd, the animal or physical being, the lowest stage of its discipline, and say that the purely or predominantly ceremonial adoration is the first step of this lowest part of the way. It is evident that even real religion,--and Yoga is something more than religion,--only begins when this quite outward worship corresponds to something really felt within the mind, some genuine submission, awe or spiritual aspiration, to which it becomes an aid, an outward expression and also a sort of periodical or constant reminder helping to draw back the mind to it from the preoccupations of ordinary life. But so long as it is only an idea of the Godhead to which one renders reverence or homage, we have not yet got to the beginning of Yoga. The aim of Yoga being union, its beginning must always be a seeking after the Divine, a longing after some kind of touch, closeness or possession. When this comes on us, the adoration becomes always primarily an inner worship; we begin to make ourselves a temple of the Divine, our thoughts and feelings a constant prayer of aspiration and seeking, our whole life an external service and worship. It is as this change, this new soul-tendency grows, that the religion of the devotee becomes a Yoga, a growing contact and union. It does not follow that the outward worship will necessarily be dispensed with, but it will increasingly become only a physical expression or outflowing of the inner devotion and adoration, the wave of the soul throwing itself out in speech and symbolic act."
From: Sri Aurobindo

in SABCL, volume 21, pages 521-579
published by Sri Aurobindo Ashram - Pondicherry

ORMUS, the connection of our souls, coming together like the tiny elements in gold finding its intended at a speed of light and always finding the right one!

Like I said, the other night I was going through some memories and following the trails left behind by those loved one in my life when I saw my friends bible laying near me, I felt compelled to pick it up and open it for a word to come to me! As I did the passages of Acts Chapter 7: 31 when Moses saw it, (ORMUS) he wondered at the sight! As he drew near, the voice of the Lord came unto him, saying " I am God of Abraham, I am God of Isaac I am the God of Jacob." Then said the Lord to him, "Put off thy shoes from thy feet for the place where thou stand-est is holy ground!"
In deed ORMUS is holy ground, (it comes from the ground), the water, the air, the fire! I for one just like Moses, am in awe of it! I am humbled at the effects it has on me! My spirit has been soaring ever sense the day I found the source from which I have come to obtain the elements . This Is I believe is a gift from God for us to find! In his time not ours. Many gifts are left here for us to find if we let him lead our way the search for the truth will amaze your greatly! God intended for us to thrive here and to walk with him and talk with him and I know that as I do this I find him living through me to much fuller extent! I pray for God to guide us into His understanding of what this gift is and to help us use it for the good of His Glory! Amen!

The way it happened was, I was checking my email when an ad jumped out at me. It said! "Talk to other singles in Medical Springs! ( Healing Waters) Now, you see, I live in Medical Springs and my heart went out to the loneliness of the add and I wondered how many souls were out here in this country community, looking for some one to talk to! So I had to look! The face I saw there lead me to ORMUS. Sense then I have found out that person did not live in Medical Springs but does live near here! And is now very dear to me! The powers were so strong that I knew I must get in touch with this person and I found ORMUS!
Not only did I find ORMUS but I found a connection to a friend that I had not seen in 15 years whom I had been trying to find for some time now. I started reading about the ORMUS experience and read a story that brought me the feeling, when I saw the first, name, that, that was my friend. With out knowing I trusted that feeling and began to talk to the source of that story and found out that indeed it was my friend! Who is a scientist! I look forward to the day I can see him and give him a great big hug!
The signs have been many, sense the day of finding the source of ORMUS. Even as I read about ORMUS, before I started taking the elements, I was drawn in by the spirit of Love, by the need to reach out and help a lonely heart in need of love! It became very real very fast when I started seeing the information presented here on the web. I wondered, just like in the "Secret", why did I not know this! I began to seek information, yet I feel the doors to that information have been kept shut from me for a time so that I can gain my own understanding of the power growing inside me before I am ready to hear others stories, so as not to have to many planted suggestions in my mind. The fact of the matter is that when I do read, I have had visions of what I was about to read before I even read it. I just start crying or laughing out loud at the amazement of it.
The lights that have been coming on in my head are so many and coming so fast that it’s to difficult to capture them all! Visions of the past have been coming to me showing me what it was I was learning at that time. The connection to the spirit world has always been real to me but I couldn’t quite grasp how to get there, full time!
Get to that place where I could see what it is I am here to do. I know it has to do with writing, and of Love and of The Spirit of God's Love! My past , memories were being blocked by the thinking I was filling my head full of. The pain is often a result of that thinking! Although I have a lot of pain from my body being over used in out door, in the elements, jobs, and to the abuse of surgical mutilation. The body only knows pain as pain, all pain is with out measure. My pain is no grater then your pain, I see it I feel it, I carry it! I have been cut open 5 times in my life.I have had five body parts and three children removed! I am sure that some of my pain is from those memories as well as a life time of painful past memories. The memories of His Pain as He hung on the cross!
The pain of withdrawal brought me to the understanding of what it is like to hang on the cross! For three days one a week for five weeks, I felt like I was hung on the cross! Laying in that bed day after day, coming down off the narcotic morphine which replaced the oxycontin I had been on for seven years. Once a week the amount was decreased by 30 mg. Per dose. Starting the second day of the come down each week I went though symptoms of stabbing pain, muscle spasms that made it to difficult to sleep. It was much like being left on the cross alone, when it came to trying to get some relief from the doctors because "they just did not understand"!

Except for the love of my children and a couple good friends who came in to check on my now and then, I was utterly alone in my suffering. I could relate to the suffering of Jesus, hanging on the cross, when I felt the pain stabbing my legs and feet as well as other parts of my body. I reached out beyond my pain to find the love of God who lead me through to the other side or at least as far as I could go for the time being! I have stabilized at 30 mg. twice a day now. I came down from 160 mg. three times a day. Every weekend I was alone in my bed going back through the birthing process of taking narcotics! For three days and nights each week or each decrease in morphine I suffered day and night! Through it all I found joy, the joy of knowing the power out side of me and in me, can and always does carry me through!
The story of the treatment of pain by narcotics will be one I need to write but I am not ready to take that on yet. The story needs told so that others might not walk down that same road I traveled alone for going on 8 year which all most took my life!
God has given me a new life now, I have had good things happening to me, besides the things I have mentioned. Things like the feeling of cold air just above the left side of my head just at the hair line, with a light feeling as if someone touched me gently! That was one thing I experienced, before I read about it, but I read about it just after it happened so I was pretty surprised at that!

The following is a description of a document written earlier! Anomalies of change my body and mind have been going through as I live my life now with ORUMS!

November 17, 2009 I Joni M. Miner started ingesting one half teaspoon ORMUS product given to me free of charge at my request! I was I believe lead to this source by the energy or spiritual connection to this substance or the living organisms with in the product. I believe that energy is connected to the power of the universe! To God! As God Created All Things!

Now that I am here oh so many past events, pain, loved ones, friends, family, life’s trials, all of which if observed questioned and understood can all help solve and information gathered to connect the spirit to the physical! Using those lessons to guide you on to the next problem to solve until you reach that place which you set out to reach along time ago, most likely many along times ago to get here today to be and do what you came here to do! I have reached that path which I am lead to follow. I have connected the spirit with the science and it lead me to ORMUS! More then that only He knows!

11/17/09

½ tsp. ORMUS product 1X a day

I will be collecting data on my self for and effects I notice in my health, sleep, appetite, sensation in my body, thoughts, connection spiritually, any thing that is noticed about change or intensity of anomalies!

My noticed anomalies have been, calmness, better concentration, better eye site, able to sit, stand, sleep, write and read longer and with more cognitive ability, my retention of information and retrieval has a marked improvement; I think ! my eye site usually would get blurry from spending so much time on the computer, but I have been on here most of the day and my eyes have not given out on me like they usually have.

My pain has been minimal with a decrease in intensity. I was able to with out realizing go 4 hours past the usual medication time before I welt enough pain to make me think to take it.

Anomalies and marked changes in pain based on pain that is not typical, was a sharp pain in the left side of my abdomen, deep in side in an area where mutilation accrued causing scaring of the tissue! A second sharp pain was in my sternum area, which is one of my worst pain areas. It would come from my back through to my diaphragm area and rib cage cause from the twist of the rib cage do to Scoliosis . It some times would feel like a band was all the way around my chest squeezing only it was not a cardiac arrest! I would normally have that happening by now from so much computer work but I’m not! That was the first night taking ORUMS. 11/17/09

Although my first night had interrupted sleep; I had only two and a half hours due to the elation of finding this connection ! My mind was running as fast as it could and it ran all night taking in information, analyzing it, finding more and more connections of thought which where long left in the closet in my mind, until now! I have others to reflect off of now and it feels wonderful! To be seen for who I am and to see who you are in me and I in you is a wonderful blessing! Namaste!

Other areas of concern would be my gallbladder, uterus, and appendix.

A second theory of mine is that fibromyalgia is brought about due to the severing of the relay line, it has been disrupted not only in the hormone factory due to a hysterectomy, but also at the cellular levels. It is my thought that there has been a short circuit in the wiring of my body! A tens unit which uses electrical current to block pain signals was given to me years ago to interrupt the signal as it was miss firing and block the pain signal for reaching my brain. I feel the electrical elements in Ormus has reconnected that signal path with God prescription and I am being healed!

Things that have been disrupted due to the short circuit are pain, cause by the firing of the pain signals in the Neuron transmitters and having them get stuck, maintaining signal longer then need be, causing pain that lasts longer then normal, some times way to long! Post traumatic stress is cause by the start of some stress, be it biological or psychological the memories are stored deep from repeated messages of pain with out cessation for long periods of time. It could be years later before the effect of the disorder present them selves, when the right set of circumstances come together the memory can be triggered and it set in motion sires of events in the biological areas.

Most people with fibromyalgia are diagnosed with PSD! I was diagnosed due to the fact I was raised by an alcoholic father! I spent 12 years studying the 12 step program, Adult Children of Alcoholic. We based the membership on the fact that your life had unmanageable pain but that together we could explore that and find ways to manage the pain knowing that pain is pain and no ones pain is worse then the other. The group taught me that no one escapes with out experiencing pain and you better learn how to live with it and to surrender to it, become its friend, or it will take you on a ride, you might not be able to stay on! Some people don’t make it, the number one death caused for people with FM is suicide. That is due to the lack of understanding surrounding this mysterious illness; fibromyalgia. A lot of doctors don’t believe just how much pain the imbalance can cause. I thank the powers that be (JESUS)I saw the way out and I took it!

After eight years of pain narcotics and numbness I am ready to be as alive as the mono-atomics, flying at the speed of light inside my body working to heal the damage done by living here and not having the (Manna) of life (Knowledge) to keep me healthy. My faith comes from belief that this power greater then my self will answer my request to be healed in the name of the spirit of Jesus, through(ORMUS) and The Power of Love!
Following is a description of my journey to recovery using The Power of Jesus and the element ORMUS!
I have been on the ORMUS for three days now and I feel better today then I have in a long time. I slept really good last night, I slept the first 8 hours at one time that I haven’t done in as long as I can remember.

The other thing is I was dreaming again, I hadn’t dreamed or at least remember dreaming for the past year. And before that I was praying not to dream because the dreams were all so stressful, always trying to save some one or my self. I know I have heard people say that the narcotics will cause that. It was so good to have a peaceful dream, and to get the rest I so needed!

If this is insanity then I don’t’ care its better then the alternative. I would rather believe in Jesus' gift of ORMUS then believe that I have to climb man’s ladder to gain freedom from control of my pain! I will be lifted into glory by the hand of God in the love 'for' man! "HE" God, is in us, around us, between us and will lift us with a firm foundation if we let go and believe and see it in our minds eye as if we already have it, that which we want! " In all things believe on me and I will give you all things!" to quote Jesus in my own words!" If we are made of the same elements of God then are not the elements in us of God and are not the same elements in us the same that are in the earth and in the universe? It is in Jesus, then it must be in you too! It is LIVING WATERS! It is Fire! It is Air! It is in ASH as well! in my own interpretation of, ‘ The attraction or traction, in volcanic ash, attracting traction giving it, the "mono-atomic particle" a ride bringing its power back to the earth and to the things that live in and on the earth! We come from ashes and we will return to ashes!

I’m thankful for being lead here and to finally feel connected fully to the universe and to the life within that universe!I am thankful to have my connection with God coming in loud and clear with the help of energy which He supplied for us.

After many years of Doctor prescribed medication that were suppose to find tune me, but only find tuned some one's pocket full of money!I became an experimental study, for marketing prescription drug! I have been set free from man, and am being fine tuned by the elements which God created in all things, and am being able to hear His voice most clearly! Why He has taken the time to use me this way, I do not fully understand but I do trust Him in all things and I no man sees him in me then I am failed but if in me a man sees Gods greatness then I have fulfilled my task! It is God truth I seek in this matter. I await the verdict in your eyes! In your health! In your Love!

Namaste,

Joni M. Miner

B.C. OR.

11/21/09

I felt the need to increse the elements to maintain a good feeling so I started taking it twice a day, 1/2 tps. once in the am and once in the pm.. So far it has been adding to a wonderful exsperance!



11/23/09
The book Many Lives Many Masters by Brian L. Wiess, MD brought me much understanding, yet I still knew I felt alone and wanted to be connected to the body of the whole and become useful to some one who understands the feelings I have inside me! Until 11/17/2009 I felt I was utterly alone. Now I have all of you who know me and see me and doesn’t think I am nuts! Thank you for that part of you who knows me so well! Namaste
The signs of wisdom are mounting and I know greatness is coming our way and we can expect a miracle! I have one other passage that was given to me last night, and by the way I have never read the bible in its entirety so I did not know where I was going in the book or what I was to find. I use the bible to open and get a word from time to time. I do have passages marked that have spoken to me in the past and so many when going back and reread are pointing me to today. I have heard the stories of the bible but now they are taking on new meaning or at least I am seeing the meaning of today! The other bible verse I was given was ST. Mark 49: I was daily with you in the temple, (in me while I lay suffering in my pain) teaching, and you took me not, (ORMUS) but the scriptures must be fulfilled! (The bring of ORMUS to the world) ! Then in verse :62 And Jesus said, "I am, and ye shall see the son of man sitting on the right (correct or core )side of power!" The power will be given back to the people and away from those who use it to control and gain personal power to obtain unjust rewards! Those who are on top may become on the bottom and those on the bottom will come to be on top! As we are lifted from the ashes and renewed and given our rightful place among the stars! Then it says, "And coming in a cloud!" The ORMUS cloud! The last things that jumped out was the words of Jesus saying, "Thou, (you,) sayest it! ( Say It!) So here I am saying it. In love and understanding of how I see it coming to me from the power greater out side my self coming into me from all time! Bring hope to a world decayed with greed and lost hope of ever finding freedom. To lead others to a different realm out side this one! A realm of possibilities! To create a world full of love! The light of love will shine in the darkest of dark and change the hearts of evil when applied in good measure!
Until last night I had never felt like I was to get these words out to the world, I always just tucked them away in my heart knowing that one day they would be revived and use through the power of good! I am sure many others are doing the same thing and I call upon you to share those words with me as well! Share your light with the world, for no one else can bring what you have come to bring! Namaste!
Now I must rest!